Diagnosis

11/13/2016 04:37:00 pm

I think.. I have Tsundoku.

"Tsundoku" (n.)
the condition of acquiring reading materials but letting them pile up in one's home without reading them.

Anyway, my family's trip to Iceland has been cancelled. I guess I'd have to wait a decade or so before the next solar maximum to see the aurora borealis (don't I sound smart using this term), a.k.a northern lights.

Speaking of sounding smart.. entering university has made me feel stupid, cause everyone else here are really smart or at least know what they're doing. Of course there's probably other students like me, but I've never felt this unknowledgeable. And I'd admit, it's not a pleasant experience. :/

I wished I could say that I'm one of those who are studying in university because they actually want to learn and/or eager to gain whatever insights they can through the lessons. Unfortunately, I'm just here to get a degree and move on to whatever's up next because I have no idea what I want to do, who I want to be and where I want to go beyond whatever I've 'accomplished' so far. Maybe, just maybe, I'd be able to figure it out in the few years I'm in here.

On a final note, school's out, finals' not, but guess who's in the holiday mood?


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